another boring day

hays wala talaga akong ginawa ngayung araw kundi tumambay ng bahay @_@
naglaba kumain bumili ng gamit for my ojt pumunta ng sementeryo at tumambay ulit sa bahay..

ooppsss mejo ayokong sabihing "boring" kasi hiningi ko rin naman tong araw na to as rest day.. kahit na sinabi ni sir joey na di na pwedeng bumalik sa cslab tinanggap ko ang negative(para sa iba) event na un as positive(inisip ko na lang na binigyan nya kami ng break..)

bukas anong gagawin ko bukas?

waaaaa congratz ex Elpidio Arevalo graduate kana as BSIT sa Notre Dame University..pero sorry ex di ako makadalo.. kita kits na lang tayo sa davao :) treat mo hahaha and congratz kasi thesis mo ang pinaka outstanding sa skul nyo..kainggit tulungan mo din ako sa thesis namin ha..haha

magsisimba ako bukas... tapos.. maglalaba....ulet? argg beddings naman ang labhan huhu
tapos banat naman sa software engineering.. hayyyyyy buhay... pagkatapos ng enrollment ay hayaaahay na! hahaha gumasa! gumasa! then off to davao for ojt (another stress na pud)

waaaa nakalimutan kong ilink ang blog ni saddam dito.. later in life na lang hahaha


weee kain na ako.. byes! El text ka ha :p

A man wonders if he’ll get lucky. The girl already knows.

I know you're not comparing yourself with me...but just don't.. don't ever dare... haha
i know u knew and i guess u know i knew,,arggg taguay gali ini.. well.. this is internet. if u want everything about yourself to be private, wrote everything on your notebook lol @_@

im a type of girl na kung anong naiisip ko nilalabas ko..why not? i have my rights..wag mo akong pagsabihan about sa mga patama ko if naguilty ka...
yeah aminado akong outspoken akong tao..but i always mean what i say!
call me BITTER coz im guilty of that.

hayy hindi ko naman pinipilit ang sarili kong intindihin ka pero naiintindihan kita that's why im doing my best to avoid you pero si amoudi lng tlaga nakakahawa hahaha

sana wag ka nang magalit or mairita or mailang saken kasi hindi lng naman ikaw ang crush ko..marami pa dyan..nagkataon lang na ikaw ung pinakamatagal haha ooopsss don't worry about that..baka malapit na rin ang expiration mo.. haha and sana marunong ka rin namang magbigay ng appreciation noh.. sa almost 3 years na pagsstalk(hahaha) pang.aaway(papansin lng) paninita(correction it's paninita not panghihikay or paninira..it's to make u realize what u're doing is wrong) and pagssupport kahit maliliit lng na bagay para sayo..i heard NOTHING from u...well fine..



anyway good luck sa defense...

moving on

char echoserang palaka..

God is great :)

thanks sa good friends and super nice classmates and SE teamates \m/ they really rock..


good luck sa defense namin @_@ kaya pa!

:( mamiss ko tlaga sya Lord di ko maiwasan kahit para nakong tanga haha kaasar tlga this feeling

ihhhhhhh grrr maghanap na tlga aq ng seryosong bf pra makalimutan na this dude ihhhh :D

last cry

i promised myself not to cry again...
when?
few hours ago! hahaha
bloggie i cried real hard last march 16 for some stupid reason...
haha just trying to be "emo" haha no not really..
i feel neglected and backstabbed and i wasn't appreciated by this special someone (he's no special anymore!!!)
i really don't understand this feeling.. it's very painful (ouch!)
he's not numb... maybe he just don't get what i mean because i cant tell him directly/clearly what i exactly mean...
weeeeeeeeeee haaaaaaaaaayahay!
he's avoiding me for weeks already...
i don't want to look stupid on chasing on him so i guess i must do the same...
i don't have feelings for him anymore so i am soooo sure that i can do this...
he just wasted all my time and effort (though he never asked for it)
haha wala lang gud... sasabihin ko ba? o hindi na lang?
hindi na lang siguro kasi wala naman din..... waaaaaaa anu ba tulong naman dyan!
bakit naman kasi sa lahat ng crushesness ko sya ang pinakamatagal umabot talaga ng ( >2yrs<3yrs)
sana magkacourage din akong sabihin sa kanya pero saka na pag nasa tamang pag-iisip na sya..or maybe on graduation day na lang pra hindi na ako mahihiya/matatakot kasi last meeting na naman din namin..
hayyyyyyyyyyy time is sooooooooo short...
sensya na bloggie sa distorbo but i got a lot of stories to share specially now that I've got a new friend


TADAHHH!!!


Norhaya Mangelen Sangki ("aya")

(in her veil - she's a muslim)

She's so nice♥ So cool and so concerned with her studies(i guess).
She's neat too. She takes a bath! She's responsible and she keeps secrets (charing aya!) haha

anyway she'll have a blog soon like me and Ams :D can't wait to share stories with her speacially this coming OJT this summer! yiKes! Earlier, me and Ams hanged out at her boarding house..haha oops Aya told my excrush/love to answer my call coz my keypad malfunctioned hahaha but not really i just wanna hear his voice...ayeeee♥ duh!




tomorrow:

aya's gonna be here! (at home) coz she wants to learn how to make a chocolate

plus

Ams gonna give something special for his girl (i told him to give her girl a necklace instead of a teddy bear..duh!)

plus

James Alamada -> that kiddooooooooooooooooo.. i don't know what im gonna do to him tomorrow..maybe ill just hide somewhere..

plus

gonna do all the diagrams no matter what (alone or not)

equals to

=not so stressful day.. but im hoping to see him tomorrow though he's attention's gonna be on someone else..the hell i care.. they don't look perfect together hahaha.. waaaaaaa im so evil.. i mean>>and so with me so im freeing him off!

FLY HIGH! GOOD BYE!

true love waits ♥

Kung sabihin kong mahal kita
'Yan ay totoo sinta
Huwag na 'wag kang magdududa
Hindi kita binobola

Panghabang buhay ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo o sinta
Kahit na ika'y pumangit, hindi kita ipagpapalit
Panghabang buhay ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo o sinta
Kahit na ika'y makalbo, hindi ako magbabago

Panghabang buhay ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo o sinta
Kahit na tupakin ka, iintindihin kita
Panghabang buhay ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo o sinta
Kahit na may kasalanan ka, iiyak ako pero papatawarin ka


hayyy scary talaga... id rather keep this all to myself
true love waits...hindi lang siguro sya yun...

Bitter is never Better...

Hi! hahaha bukas na pala ang defense namin sa PHP Programming.. tsk! kanina lang sinabi ni Sir Acel Monares wala klaro ah...
Palak mode na naman..well atleast nakuha paring dumaan sa blog kong to. haha..

see... the title says "bitter is never better"

hmmm... ok im gonna relate my story...

I went to school early in the morning to finish my ERD..
Dali-dali akong pumunta sa NDTC Library.. sa reading Area 1 sana ako papasok nang makita ko si crush writing something.. i dunno what to do and my heart beated soooooooooo fast.... haha and because im trying to avoid him, i backed off and went into the reading area 2 instead..hahaha looooooooolzzzz...

I was in the reading area 2 for an hour already.. i was facing the exit door of the library..Suddenly..this friend which I hated for weeks passed by and smiled at me... I planned to take revenge on her.but I guess I want PEACE now waaaaaaaa haha I just nod.
while the working student was checking on her bag at the exit door... I tap the glass window to get her attention.. she looked at me and smiled...i make a "have-you-finish-your-php" sign and lip reading for her..she said not yet...ok end of story!

oops!

in the afternoon i was with this crush in the library doing our website oh m! he walks too fassssssssssssssttttttttttttt.. i was so scared at him that i sat 1 seat apart hahahaha...
when this friend (the lipreader earlier haha) arrived, she sat in between us.. grrr...
He is soooooooooo quite and talks only about the subject (ofcourse ofcourse)..
but he still inspired me atleast he transformed into human being from being a robot just when we were about to go home..

I should be mad at him for acting so weird at me!
but no!!! I didn't.. haha and he must say thanks to me because I like him hahaha or else we could have argued until our graduation haha

gee im so inspired today ♥

bkit why

haysss... kamusta mejo matagal din akong di nakapagpost ah..

post lang ako ngayun kasi super.broken ako haha..

ok im gonna start this topic with an...ouuuuuuuuuccch!

there's this dude na super crush ko talaga since 1st year college...and yes classmate ko sya..

he's always alone before..shy type and mysterious..hehe

what i did was i studied hard on my major subjects just to be close with him..

when we were in second year..naging close nga kami..minsan magkasama after classes(minsan i guess that's "minsan in a day..everyday"..

so because of that parang friend ung turing ko sa kanya..we talked about our subjects and other stuffs that are related with our course (technology updates)...

by third year..ewan hindi ko alam anong nangyari... he's acting strange..nung first sem ok lng saken kasi i considered ung "pagka-weird" attitude nya...now na 2nd semester na parang iba na talaga..di n gaya nung dati di na sya sumasabay samin ni ams..tapos pagtinatanong di sumasagot..or it will take minuteS before sya sasagot..aday..what's wrong ba? pag ikw nagtatanong sakin sinasagot ko naman ahhh @_@

that's sooooooo weird.. idk

anyways... everything's okay..taga hanga nya ako forever kahit na iba na ung pag.uugali nya...

sabi nga nila "change is constant"..baka may gusto lang syang baguhin sa sarili nya..so then go!

but still it left me with a broken heart.. specially knowing that he's inlove with someone else (sabi ni ams wala pa namang confirmation haha.. i gave him something just this valentines day...

what is it???

SECRET :p

♥